04/18/18

Hubo un tiempo cuando los campos, los bosques, y los arroyos… la Tierra y cada vista cotidiana para mí… parecía arropada con una luz celestial. La gloria y la frescura de un sueño.

No es ahora como fue en el pasado. Hacia donde sea que voltee, de noche o de día, las cosas que he visto, ya no puedo verlas.

El pensamiento a mis pies repite la misma pregunta. ¿A dónde huyó el resplandor visionario? ¿Dónde están ahora la gloria y el sueño?

12/11/17

– This is Deathconsciousness –
And It begs the question – “What is the point?”

12/11/17

“I am base, and I am lever; I push the Earth into the water.
Whosoever lives, so shall they die; and may they die a
drowning death, with all of Life inside their mouths, and
naught but stones inside their lungs, like David with the
skull, dwelling upon it in every second, the impossible trials
of ceasing, stopping, ending…”

06/15/17

Will he hold my soul
Will he tear my heart
Will he – Will he
Will he rip me apart?

To drown a rose
To share a dream
The sickness of death
In your eyes – In your schemes

Like a crystal tear
I wait to betray
The lie across the sea
My hate is love to me

To drown a rose
To drown a rose

06/11/17

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I’ve traveled the world and the 7 seas
Everybody’s looking for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

06/3/17

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight

05/26/17

Evermore.part1
Evermore.part2

I was the one who had it all
I was the master of my fate
I never needed anybody in my life
I learned the truth too late
I’ll never shake away the pain
I close my eyes but she’s still there
I let her steal into my melancholy heart
It’s more than I can bear

Now I know she’ll never leave me
Even as she runs away
She will still torment me
Calm me, hurt me
Move me, come what may
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I’ll fool myself, she’ll walk right in
And be with me for evermore

I rage against the trials of love
I curse the fading of the light
Though she’s already flown so far beyond my reach
She’s never out of sight

Now I know she’ll never leave me
Even as she fades from view
She will still inspire me
Be a part of everything I do
Wasting in my lonely tower
Waiting by an open door
I’ll fool myself, she’ll walk right in
And as the long, long nights begin
I’ll think of all that might have been
Waiting here for evermore